Fantasia
Drops Emotional Baggage and Looks to Have Fun on Sexy, Youthful
New Album
By
NEKESA MUMBI MOODY
AP Music Writer
NEW
YORK (AP) _ Few people, at 22 years old, merit an
autobiography AND a biopic. But Fantasia, the former ``American
Idol'' champ with the raspy, gospel-tinged voice of a weathered
R&B veteran, has always been an old soul _ and one who
has had more life-changing experiences than some twice her
age.
A single mom as
a teen, she also endured sexual assault and learning difficulties
before she became an overnight star two years ago _ all of
which she chronicled in her book, ``Life is Not a Fairy Tale,''
and this year's Lifetime movie, ``The Fantasia Barrino Story,''
in which she played herself.
But after
reliving heartache in the public spotlight, and expressing
it in song on her powerful debut album, 2004's ``Free Yourself,''
Fantasia is looking to having a little fun _ like a lot of
people her age. Her new self-titled album, released this week,
has more party jams and sassy love songs, instead of heart-wrenching
love ballads.
And
while she's always had an effervescent, engaging personality,
she's feeling happier and sexier these days _ an attitude
in everything from her songs, which she describes as
``urban rock,'' to her clothes, which fit a little tighter
and reveal a bit more than they did two years ago.
As
Fantasia says: ``It's like a brand-new 'Tasia.''
The
Associated Press: How have you changed musically
since the last record?
Fantasia:
A lot of women loved that album. It was like
their medicine. And that's because a lot of women were
going through similar things. But my question is now
to my fans and to the people who follow me and love
to hear my music: What's after the hurt? Do you continue
to be hurt, do you continue to sit around or do you
pick up and move on? So that's what I want to let them
know now, you pick up and you move on; I'm looking for
love again. Yes, I've been hurt, but, hey, you never
know unless you try. You'll be by yourself all your
life if you don't get out and try.
AP:
You put yourself out there last year with the
book and the movie, and got some criticism for what
was revealed.
Fantasia:
Whenever you do something you're going to get
criticized. Somebody is going to have something to say,
somebody is going to have their own opinion. But I always
say to people, my main goal in putting my book and movie
out was to encourage other young people who have been
through the same thing. I want to put my story out there
as a testimony. There was a young lady who came up to
me and said, ``I just want to tell you that you saved
my life.''
And it hit me, and I was like, how? And she told me
that ``I was on drugs, I was out there, I was about
to lose my life but you inspired me.'' So I said to
myself: Mission accomplished.
AP:
Did you always plan to play yourself in the role?
Fantasia:
(Shakes her head). They had called me and said, think
about who you would like to play your part. ... I kept
saying, Kimberly Elise, Kimberly Elise. And then they
called me and they said, ``No, you're going to play
yourself,'' and I'm like, I don't know how to act! (Laughs.)
I've never done movies. How? And that's when (film director)
Ms. Debbie Allen started meeting with me. She brought
a lot of things out of me that I didn't even know that
I had.
AP:
What was the hardest part of the movie?
Fantasia:
Of course, the rape scene. You can't just play that.
So I walked off the set a couple of times. They all
understood. I made it through because I had a lot of
people on the set who were supportive ... People would
come out to the set and people would watch, and there
were times even during the movie where I would be like,
``Man, I can't do this,'' and then people would come
up to me and say, ``I just want to say, just sitting
here watching you encourages me,'' and it kept me going.
AP:
Do you think you still get a boost from being a former
``Idol'' winner or has that dissipated?
Fantasia:
I don't know because I still get a lot of ``Idol''
questions, I still get a lot of interviewers asking
me about the Idols. I can't break away.
AP:
Do you want to break away?
Fantasia:
At first, I was like that, I'm gonna be honest,
I was like I don't want to do nothing else about ``Idol.''
(But) you have to sit back and think sometimes because
sometimes, you're moving so fast and you're so busy,
you start to forget, and you start to forget that you
could have been at home right now if it had not been
for 65 million votes. Those people gave me the opportunity.
So,
I don't want to be looked at as just an ``American Idol,''
I want to be viewed as an artist ... but at the same
time, never forget that.
AP:
Do you feel as a black woman with a big, soulful voice
not to be typecast as R&B singer? On ``Idol,'' you
sang standards and rock songs.
Fantasia:
I want the 65 million to come back and get
this album.
I'm doing different things, and different types of music.
Yes, I am a soulful singer, but I've seen that I can
do so many different types of things. I don't always
have to do soul ballads. You have to get something for
everybody, you have to know how to mix all of that together
in a way that everybody's going to love it, and find
the right producers that can bring it out. There's a
little something in there for everybody.
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